For those of you who don't know yet, Kaelinn Irene was born on 30th July; she's home and we're all healthy and well, though migraines/headaches are back in force now that I'm not pregnant any more. I wonder why it happens that way? Even with the blood pressure issues, I've never gotten headaches/migraines when preggers the way I do when I'm not, which doesn't make sense since my blood pressure is usually at the low end of normal, at least the bottom number. Ah well, I suppose it'll all work itself out. And in the meantime, I now have three beautiful little girls. And a mess of a house to clean by myself despite the husband who's off of work for two weeks to 'help' with things, but that's neither here nor there and I'm not in the mood to complain about it right now.
Park madness is done! Or, well, it will be in an hour, and I'm home missing the last day of it because the baby decided she needed to eat when it was time to go - yay babies and their timing, only not really because I kind of wanted to go today. Ah, well. When the kids are done, they and Jerry will come pick me up and it's off to pay rent and grocery shop, because that's about all we can afford this paycheck, given lots of other things. Ugh. (I will be getting the three bottles of perfume I've been dying for, I think, though I'm currently too broke to join in on the decant circle I reference below. Alas! But there will be no other luxuries during this two week span because Morgen needs new glasses for school and we need to eat and . . . well, I already mentioned rent.) I can't tell you how terribly tired I am of having to pick and choose . . . but then I feel like an asshole when I think about it, because at least I get to pick and choose. It's not like there's no fun and nice things anywhere - it's just that I can't have all the ones I want, all the time. And being the gratification - both instant and otherwise - junkie I am, it kills me. At least this way we'll have a bit of money for PPD on Saturday.
Next week I have a Girl Scout training thing - I'm supposed to have two, but I've only gotten confirmation about one of them and I have to skip out of the second one and go next month anyway partly because of baby and partly because of Jerry's scheduling issues. We're missing out on his cousin's (Morgen's godfather's) kid's birthday party that afternoon too, for the same reason, and never mind that I want to strangle him for it. Not because I'm particularly keen on going to the party or the training, mind, but because he knew
these other things were going on, let me plan for them, and then said, "Oh yeah, by the way . . ." It's not that I need everything to be planned within an inch of its life - I don't really, and I kind of hate it when things are that rigid and structured. But when everything's overridden because of whatever takes his fancy at a given time, it pisses me off. And sure, the kids and I could go to the party and get a ride home with the sister-in-law or the parents-in-law, but that would really
suck, and only works if they aren't all going out together in the first place since seats are limited even in minivans.
I'm going to make blueberry muffins this afternoon, I've decided, only I don't have any regular sized muffin tins so they'll have to be those little bite sized things like the vegan chai muffins I made a while ago. Which is okay. I may get the stuff to make banana nut muffins too - I'm in a muffin-y sort of mood, apparently. I don't even want to make cookies, just muffins. It's odd but I want to bake and so I will. Maybe I'll even post pictures and recipes and such when I'm done; I am a part of the Bake Bake Bake community on LJ, after all. Ooh, and chocolate chip muffins, since I have the stuff. I may have to comb my cupboards and see what I've got as well as combing the intarwebz for recipes.
Oh! One of the errands to run today is to go to the post office and send my switch witch her package. I can't wait! I was going to bake something to put in it too, but the box is already stuffed to the gills and I don't feel like finding another, bigger one. It will have to go as is, and I hope she likes it!( BPAL Update of Doom and my thoughts thereon. )